Friday, September 19, 2003
Lost In Space

Sometimes, I get tired of this me first attitude
You are the one thing, that keeps me smiling
That's why I'm always wishing hard for you
'Cos your life shines so bright
I don't feel no solitude
You are my first, star at night
I'd be lost in space without you

(Chorus)

And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

Feels, just so fine
When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven
Why can't it always be so good
But it's alright, I know your out there
Doing what you've gotta do
You are my soul satellite
I'd be lost in space without you

(Chorus)
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do
(Repeat chorus)

I'll never lose my faith in you
I'll never lose my faith in you


kasanti at 12:22 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2003
Kenneth Carroll

AFFIRMATION

Before the sun splashed orange
against an obsidian sky creating purple,
Before the moon and stars were placed
upon the night to give it beauty
You loved me.

The oceans had not yet begun their watery chorus
The earth was barren and without purpose
when you first cared for me.

Before god was born
Before he sent his people northward
to build great pyramids and temples,
You were my god and my temple.

You were my savior
Before moses led his people to the promised land,
You were the land that gave to me the promise of life.

Before men made flags and assembled armies to defend their empires,
my empire was you, my anthem was:
my mother's womb, i am of thee
sweet place of security, of thee i sing.

Before words like life, beauty, and love had meaning,
you gave them to me, like gifts from a queen.
Before i knew what love was, i gave it to you in return.

Before time carved mountains out of the pit of the earth and turned glaciers
into seas and seas into deserts, You shared with me a timeless, infinite love.

Long after the sun is a burnt out symbol of a past life and the oceans are a
sip of water in the universe, i will still love you.

Warm yourself my mother, with these thoughts
when it gets too cold outside.





kasanti at 2:39 PM

(..one of my fave poet)

STAR

Ah! why, because the dazzling sun
Restored our earth to joy
Have you departed, every one,
And left a desert sky?

All through the night, your glorious eyes
Were gazing down in mine,
And with a full heart's thankful sighs
I blessed that watch divine!

I was at peace, and drank your beams
As they were life to me
And revelled in my changeful dreams
Like petrel on the sea.

Thought followed thought—star followed star
Through boundless regions on,
While one sweet influence, near and far,
Thrilled through and proved us one.

Why did the morning dawn to break
So great, so pure a spell,
And scorch with fire the tranquil cheek
Where your cool radiance fell?

Blood-red he rose, and arrow-straight
His fierce beams struck my brow:
The soul of Nature sprang elate,
But mine sank sad and low!

My lids closed down—yet through their veil
I saw him blazing still;
And steep in gold the misty dale
And flash upon the hill.

I turned me to the pillow then
To call back Night, and see
Your worlds of solemn light, again
Throb with my heart and me!

It would not do—the pillow glowed
And glowed both roof and floor,
And birds sang loudly in the wood,
And fresh winds shook the door.

The curtains waved, the wakened flies
Were murmuring round my room,
Imprisoned there, till I should rise
And give them leave to roam.

O Stars and Dreams and Gentle Night;
O Night and Stars return!
And hide me from the hostile light
That does not warm, but burn—

That drains the blood of suffering men;
Drinks tears, instead of dew:
Let me sleep through his blinding reign,
And only wake with you!

Emily Brontë (1818–1848)


kasanti at 10:50 AM

Monday, September 15, 2003
The Second You Sleep

You close your eyes, and leave me naked by your side
You close the door so I can't see, the love you keep inside, the love you keep for me
It fills me up, it feels like living in a dream
It feels me up so I can't se, the love you keep inside, the love you keep for me
I stay awake, I stay awake and watch you breathe
I stay awake and watch you fly, away into the night, escaping through a dream

I stay, to watch you fade away, I dream of you tonight
Tomrrow you'll be gone, it gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away, I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone, I wish my god you'll stay
Hey.....
Stay.....

I stay to watch you fade away, I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone, it gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away, I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone, I wish by god you'll stay

I stay to watch you fade away, I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone, it gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away, I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone,
I wish by god you'll stay
Stay...

Stay......
Stay....

-saybia-
kasanti at 9:21 AM

Monday, September 08, 2003
Beautiful Dreamer

Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me,
Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee;
Sounds of the rude world heard in the day,
Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away!

Beautiful dreamer, queen of my song,
List while I woo thee with soft melody;
Gone are the cares of life's busy throng.

Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me!
Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me!

Beautiful dreamer, out on the sea,
Mermaids are chaunting the wild lorelie;
Over the streamlet vapors are borne,
Waiting to fade at the bright coming morn.

Beautiful dreamer, beam on my heart,
E'en as the morn on the streamlet and sea;
Then will all clouds of sorrow depart,

Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me!


kasanti at 9:40 AM

Tuesday, September 02, 2003
LETTERS 2 U
(Finch)

Can't u see that I wanna be there with wide open arms,
It's empty tonight n I'm alone
Get me through this one,
Do u notice I'm gone?
Where do u run 2 so far away?
I want u 2 know that... I miss u I miss u I miss u so
I want u 2 know that... I miss u I miss u I miss u so
I'm writing again these letters 2 u on much I know
But I'm not sleeping u're not here,
The thoughts stops my heart,
No more looking I've found u
I'm gone away...

kasanti at 1:44 PM